Sarana Needs a Clear Direction

Sarana here is what your reading is about..



Your Essence

The Hierophant
This is your essence, and in a way I am surprised to see this card here, but when I think about it again it is making sense to me. The Hierophant lives by the rules and he is strict with them and with himself and others. It is a card of conformity but also of ceremony and 'religion'. I think the fact that this card is here is good but in a way I think it is an indication that you are going against your grain at the moment as you are a free spirit.


What is going on for you now.
Ace of wands
Well whether you know it or not or are aware yet, there is a big new idea on the horizon. In fact it is not so much in the future as it is staring you in the face. But maybe the energy of the card in the first position is holding you back a little from realising this. It could be the creative energy you have inside is just bursting to get out. And as is the case with a mother of small children it is common to feel frustrated when we have to stop at home. Not to worry that pent up creative energy is not going to get lost. There may be a start of a new enterprise happening.


Your focus and challenge
10 of discs
The challenge for you will be (and this is the most important card in the whole spread) If you remember nothing else remember this one. Focus on the fact that there is support, and abundance in your life even if you don't see it it is there. You just need to imagine the 'after the fact' scenario, for example, visualize yourself after the bills are paid and you have everything you need and want. See your self and your family with plenty of everything. It seems the cards are telling you you need to focus on a community or a group of some sort. Your role there is very important.



The unconscious and the body
10 of cups
Your health is good, no worries there. It seems as if you are eternally grateful for every day. There is a praising going on in this card. It is as if there has been a time of drought and now that it is raining and the ground is fertile you are not going to forget to give thanks a praises for every new day and new drop of rain.



What has just happened
Priestess of discs
This is a card of a very independent and practical woman, who has created a harmonious and loving healthy home for her family. There always seems to be work to be done but you are strong and take it in your stride, almost as if you a grateful to have the work to do.



What is on your mind.
The son of cups
It seems dare I say that there is a man or a boy on your mind! In some case I would see this as a man but from the rest of the spread I see it as your son. See if this fits his description: Is he an air head, maybe and aquarius, a real day dreamer, loves music and seems to have a sixth sense for things? He is floaty and it's hard to get him on the ground sometimes? Maybe this fits your son or maybe there is another man in your life it would fit.


The near future
Daughter of swords
You have a daughter, I know that because you told me. But you are your daughter are cut from the same block as it were. You are both strong in your heads and strong willed. If either of you is faced with adversary you fight it off with guns blazing. You are both warrior women and you both live as warrior women live. This card shows your daughter and her cancer which is in remission, it shows her every day fighting the battle. Even if at this stage there is no battle to be fought, she fights it just incase and you do too. I am getting the impression that there are three more seasons to go, spring, summer and autumn before you get the all clear. I don't know if this is a correct impression, but there is a three 3 something. I don't think it is three months.


How you see yourself in relation to the first card
5 of Cups
You have been disappointed by people in the past and you feel as though the only one you can trust in your life is yourself, apart from your kids, it's a case of "I'm the only one around here that's able to do this job right" It's hard to delegate and it's hard to walk away from your responsibilities. Were you the eldest in your family?
There might also be some disappointment in yourself. maybe you had great dreams for yourself in your life and you feel as though you are not fulfilling them. But believe me you have time to do all the things you wanted to. And often people who start off and do all the things they want before they have kids, end up at the end of their lives having never found the 'right time' of the 'right person' and they feel lonely and empty.


Your hopes and fears.
9 discs
It seems as though your fears lie in what the future might bring. Afraid of the not knowing most of all. You want to know the answers to questions and at the same time you are afraid to know the answers. I can tell this is not the first sort of reading like this you have done. In fact you have tried many forms of divination to help you to see the outcome of a situation.


Who is close to you
2 discs

This one shows you have your hands full. You are a carer, you told me that, but in this card you are holding two children or supporting two children but there is more than that. On the horizon are your opportunities, and they are 4 in number. Two very big and two small, one of them is almost insignificant but must not be over looked as it is going to lead you to the other three.

There is a moon in the sky and for you it feels as if there is no end in sight to the work that you have to do every day. It is monotonous and one day blends into another as if there was no difference. All things and all situations change and where you are at the moment even though it feels less than ideal to you is actually a healthy and good place to be.


The outcome
5 wands
There seems to be no outcome clearly in my sight.
It is undecided as yet. That usually means that there is a fork in the road up ahead and when you make the choice of which path to take then your outcome will be certain. That fork in the road is just ahead, it will be proceeded by a struggle of some sort. I mean a struggle in the form of an intellectual battle, or a battle of ideas. A struggle in the most positive light. There is 5 and there are ideas flying back and forth and in the end there is a great feeling of having had it out, having cleared the air as it were. There won't be hurt be hurt feelings, it won't be an emotional thing. Just a clashing of ideas.
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